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soo things have been ok lately.. not much going on as always! had competition for health bowl ( Skills USA ) we placed 3rd.. ehh not to bad ; we are going to states now ! which is good.. going to states in our senior yr. & graduation is 113 days away .. ahhh !! lol i hate just about every class.. it sux !

work ;; same as usual .. did get my 1st customer complaint on wed. night tho.. bc i didnt walk the lady to the isle or some dumb stuff like that .. but i dont care * some ppl are soo dumb !!

friends ;; not to bad .. been hanging out with corie alot lately.. which has been alot of fun !! it seems like i nvr get out anymore. . lol had some ups & downs with some others.. but i love him anyway <3

this weekend ;; supposed to hang out with my aunts.. going to wilmington.. then we have a valentines dinner tomm. night.. which is cool bc i get to see mindi, brian, mandy& everyone else<3 then sunday who knows ; kc was supposed to come over but things changed right quick.. * i hate some gurls ! * well its supposed to snow. so ill take it from there !

been thinking alot lately about kevin ; its soo hard to believe that its been like 6 months.. it doesnt seem real .. i walk outside of school & see the baseball field and it brings august back all over again .. then i pass rick on the road ( the guy he did lawncare with - my cousins husband) and kevin isnt in the passanger seat.. its hard to think you can loose your life like that .. but im tryin to visit him .. i always see him when i go to visit my mom-mom + pop-pop.. just wanted to let ya know kevin * everyones thinking about you & we all miss you ` i hope your doing good up there & looking over us .. rest in peace<3

ok soo this is really long .. sorry guys lol .. bye!

love youu<3

SOO iVE BEEN PRETTY BUSY !! - SCHOOL + WORK iS ALOT TO HANDLE !

ITS BEEN A PRETTY GOOD WEEK .. CANT COMPLAIN ! WORK MADE ME MAD A COUPLE OF TIMES.. STUPID PPL WANT TO SAY SMART ASS COMMENTS.. BUT W/E I WORK MY ASS OFF THERE & THATS HOW I GOT TO THE POSITION I AM ( FRONT END SUPERVISOR) .. ANYWAY SCHOOL .. WELL ITS SCHOOL LOL SPANISH STILL SUX ! MEDICAL IS CRAZY.. HAD TO TAKE THIS TEST THING TODAY .. RANDOM SENIORS WERE PICKED FOR IT.. TURNS OUT MY NAME WASNT ON THE LIST * EVEN THO THEY SENT ME A LETTER FOR IT.. GEEZ LOL OHH WELL IM OUT OF CLASS FOR 2 PERIODS & WE GET PIZZA ... LOL BUT I DO MISS HOMEROOM .. BC THOSE BOYS ARE CRAZY & WE HAVE THE GREATEST TIME<3 WE ONLY HAVE LIKE 4 MONTHS TO GRADUATION ;; SO HARD TO BELIEVE ! IM NOT READY FOR IT ALL YET.. I DONT HAVE ANYTHING DONE FOR MY DELTECH THING.. IM FALLING BEHIND !! GOTTA GET MOVING ON THAT STUFF.. WELL SINCE NO ONE EVER USES XANGA ANYMORE.. I GUESS ILL JUST STOP HERE LOL .. ILL UPDATE SOMETIME THIS WEEKEND !! BYE ;; LOVE YOUU<3

REST IN PEACE KEVIN <3

this has been one of the worst days ever ..

woke up this morning - late .. so got ready fast.. then were heading to school .. & everythings ok .. until about 10 min. maybe away from the school.. and i slow down to go around the curve .. and like loose control ; bc of fucking black ice !! so we finally stopped spinning right before the mailboxes.. thank god nothing happend - some one was looking out for us<3  there was like 3 accidents this morning .. stupid school .. so i was soo scared.. so i went real slow the whole way to school .. while i was shaking.. things were ok until 4th pd. * i feel so effin stupid in that class ` i hate spanish ! soo ppl were sayin shyt .. & then i made my self look real stupid bc we were doing a # game and i wasnt payin attencion + i didnt care.. and i forgot a number so i was the 1st out.. stupid shyt i hate it in there.. tonight i dont have to work .. thank god ! but i need to study bc we have a spanish test..  & now healthbowl is coming up for skills usa . mrs m. is counting on us to go to states.. ughh !! soo much stuff.. i hate school anymore .. i cant wait until may!

well this wasnt to good of a post.. soo yeah .. later

rest in peace kevin xo

love youu<3

hmm ..

so we changed new classes - & i dont like them . i want the old ones back ! im just ready to get it all over with & get out of there.. i had pre calc.. but i couldnt do that so had to switch so now im in STATS ;; which is much more easier to me!! im not tryin to make my last semester hell in high school .. hopefully it doesnt turn out like that ! umm ive been working & hanging out with corie.. we went shopping wed. then tonight we went to caries party - it was ok .. tomm. ive def. gotta clean my room & then they asked me to work 5-C .. sux but it will be more for my check ! & to add one more thing.. im def. learning who my true friends are .. you can hardly trust neone.. it sux i feel like my friendships with ppl are going down the drain.. idk ? ohh well .. well im not gonna make a whole post about this .. so bye guys

rest in peace kevin

love youu<3